Ugh, I am beyond relieved its summer, but I dont know if I can show up to school ever again?

So for history cl, I sit nex to my all time crush, Jerome, and today we had to do our end of the year speeches. Mine was on the history of walmart and how it came to be such a wonderful place today. Well, I have history right after lunch period, which usually isnt a huge deal, but today was Bean Burrito Wednesday. When I was up in front of the cl, I started feeling all rumbly and a lil sick, before I could react, I got silent and let the longest, loudest fart of my entire career. I closed my eyes in relief, but when I opened them I realized the whole cl was staring in silent horror, disgust spread on all their faces. Even jerome looked horririfed and rished to gasp air out of an open window. The teacher started booing me and the other kids cheered, I felt my face burning red and tried to run out of cl hastily, but I slipped on some water and flew into the trash bins outside the clroom, I need help getting out and they called my parents to get me. How can I ever go back to that school again?